self portrait

WIP...

I always look forward to this stage where I just sit back and stare at my painting. Is it done? Do I need to add anything else? Do I need to take anything away? All questions I take way too much time on. Maybe I just need an hour to contemplate these questions and move onto the next painting.

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Isolation Self Portrait

Isolation Self portrait, summer 2020
oil on canvas
24x30in.

When I look back at this painting in times to come, it'll always remind me that this was the last major painting I did in the old apartment. It's also the first self portrait that encapsulated the environment I was painting in and the bulk of the painting was done when we hit a heat wave. Hence the shirtless pose.

There's a lot of lessons I learned from painting this. The first being that I really enjoy painting myself in an environment. I also know that I had a vision of what this would look like but came up a bit short. However, that's why I'll probably be painting more portraits of myself to close that gap between reality and the vision I have in my mind.

The painting can be seen here.

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Virtual Sittings

Me. Whenever I do a self portrait, I always get finicky and get sucked into the minutia of the painting. And it usually exceeds the short time limit I usually place on myself to paint it. Anyways…

Me. Whenever I do a self portrait, I always get finicky and get sucked into the minutia of the painting. And it usually exceeds the short time limit I usually place on myself to paint it. Anyways…

I’ve sketched my niece the most during these isolation sketches and I find I am gaining more confidence in asking her for more intentional poses. I’m getting more ambitious when I paint her.

I’ve sketched my niece the most during these isolation sketches and I find I am gaining more confidence in asking her for more intentional poses. I’m getting more ambitious when I paint her.

Akshay. i’m really happy with how this one turned out. A little exaggerated, but I like how I laid the paid down.

Akshay.
i’m really happy with how this one turned out. A little exaggerated, but I like how I laid the paid down.

30 Faces, 30 Days, final week

So I finally finished this challenge and I’m a bit late with uploading my final batch of self portraits. But, really, no one’s looking over my shoulder. So without further ado, here are my final entries into this challenge. The one up side to this challenge is that it made me draw everyday. Doing something everyday for 21 days forms a habit doesn’t it? Well, I’m still drawing since I stopped thi schallenge so may it’s true?

April 22

April 22

April 23

April 23

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April 25

April 25

April 28

April 28

April 29

April 29

April 30

April 30

April 30, bonus

April 30, bonus

30 Faces, 30 Days Chalenge, Week 3, April 15-21

It was a bit of slog this week as I drew myself. Part of me thought about just getting the work done. Keep churning out stuff. And through that production I’ll get better. I now also have three weeks of self portraits that I could look back on to assess my progression. Here are a few thoughts: 1. I have a tendency to elongate my face. It’s quite obvious in this week’s drawings. I’ll have to be keep that in mind is this last week’s drawings. 2. I’m losing track of one of the objectives of this challenge which is to just bang them out. The week 1 drawings were the ones I produced in the shortest amount of time, the most accurate and loosest. I’m tightening up right now and need to return to my week 1 mentality.

April 15

April 15

April 16

April 16

April 17

April 17

April 18

April 18

April 19

April 19

April 20

April 20

April 21

April 21

30 Faces, 30 Days. April 8-14

Continuing with this challenge. I’m still in a mind set of what is a different way of drawing my face than the previous day’s iteration, be it through different medium or angle. Maybe I should just choose the same medium and pose and try to concentrate on depicting my face so it transcends it just being a self portrait and touches upon the deeper aspects of what makes my face my face. At least I’m aware of this mindset.

April 8, 2020

April 8, 2020

April 9, 2020

April 9, 2020

April 10, 2020

April 10, 2020

April 11, 2020

April 11, 2020

April 13, 2020

April 13, 2020

April 14, 2020

April 14, 2020

30 Faces, 30 days April 1-7, 2020

I’m trying to look at the positive of this COvid-19 induced self isolation. I’m trying to draw and paint more everyday since I was laid off 2 weeks ago. It’s easy to slip into a funk without the daily routine of work and extracurricular activities to keep me busy. I read somewhere busy is no longer an excuse for the lack of art making. Very true.

So there’s been a 30 faces, 30 day challenge floating around the interweb and I thought I’d throw my hat into the ring. I’m on a draw from life binge lately, and since self isolation has cancelled the sessions I had arranged with a few friends, you’ll be seeing your’s truly for the next month! PArt of my personal objective is not to be too precious with these drawings. Just bang them out… or at least that’s the plan.

Here are the first 7 self portraits.

April 1, 2020

April 1, 2020

April 2, 2020

April 2, 2020

April 3, 2020

April 3, 2020

April 4, 2020

April 4, 2020

April 5, 2020

April 5, 2020

April 6, 2020

April 6, 2020

April 7, 2020

April 7, 2020

A Self Portrait and Everything But the Kitchen Sink....

I finally finished my latest self portrait. It was a fun painting to work on and opened up some potential avenues I could explore in future paintings. It also allowed me to paint things in groups. A little unsettling at times but I have to remember that I’m allowed to make mistakes and every painting doesn’t have to be a “masterpiece”!

The final piece can be seen here.

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